Wednesday 30 November 2011

rindu

baru lepas meeting ecodesa. kebetulan junior sorang tu perikians but last batch. so aku pn tayang la video fasi siri 3. even dh tgk video tu berulang kali, aku tgk mesti sampai hentak2 kaki.. haha. and suddenly, i miss perik so much. bila rindu, asyik dok teringat. bila dok teringat, terbawak-bawak sampai dlm mimpi. oh hati, sila jgn rindu sgt2. penat lah nk mimpi2..nk tdo dgn aman bahagia... and this rindu is not that rindu to boypren. this rindu more to few people yg buat aku rasa happy. even when i got sms from them, suddenly there's a smile on my face. J


few days lagi dh nk pegi caving. tp xde nye training mende pn. igt nk pegi panjat bukit jambul sekali dua as the only training, tp asyik hujan je ptg2 and xtau nk ajak sape pegi panjat bukit jambul tu. mr.supir keje..kalau weekend ble la ajak dia. kaklong baru blek dr berakit. x sempat jupe pn. and xde pulak dia msg dh sampai usm ke blom. mintak2 semuanya selamat2 aje.. J


abg chik ckp x jadi pegi caving. kaklong pn x pegi. ade adek yg garang tu saje. mmg harus lah aku kne marah nti. xpe2, kalau adek marah, aku marah blek..huahahaa~


in few hours, ade lab. buat eskrem ngan chicken curry. dgr cite smpai ptg baru abes. later at night ade class. no more ponteng2..huhu~ mcm nk ajk mereka2 lepak kat gee mkn2 sbb teringin mau mkn telur bungkus sama tomyam. tadi mkn tomyam kat cafe dpt tomyam putih..x feel lah tomyam putih..huhu. tp kalau dpt chicken chop sepinggan best jugak nih...huahahaha. kalau bab makan mmg segala nya aku nk teringin mkn. mana la x makin chubby... T_T


time to sleep. nyte!

abg chik rindu kakngah ke sampai bentuk2 kan nama kakngah guna ranting ni? hihi..
sweet lah abg chik nih..
J

Tuesday 29 November 2011

dear perikians,

i love you guys.

thank you Allah, for the chance You gave me to get to know you guys.

and i love ice cream.

it makes me happy.

because i always have ice cream with people that i love.

ice cream = 

Sunday 27 November 2011

ahad yg boring

hari ini hari ahad.

hari ini sangat boring.

sangat boring sampai golek2 pn xleh nk tdo.

basuh baju, sidai baju. then blurr. nothing to do.

maka keluar ke bj setelah diajak oleh wani.

bj pn boring.

just pusing2 buang masa.

and then beli jajan utk pegi caving.

abg chik x gtau ag nk join caving ke x..hadeh.

kepala dh ngeng. sebab kne ujan tadi ptg pas turun dr bus.

rapid yg hampeh sebab tunggu sejam pn x datang2. benci.

x sempat nk join kak naz lepak2 kat ivory.

tp ramai pn x free mlm ni. so x ngape lah. next time.

besok cuti.

still wondering what to do.

we'll see what i'll do tomorrow.

time to close my eyes.

sweet dreams people.

Saturday 26 November 2011

orienteering, done!

Alhamdulillah. settle sudeh 1 lagi program. Cabaran Orienteering Berbasikal USM. boleh kata segalanya berjalan lancar. peserta sporting. rasanya sesampainye di garisan penamat, para peserta dh kenyang sbb kat check point siap kne makan telur mentah, roti budu bagai. haha. naseb baek aku urusetia. kalau jadi peserta, mmg muka berubah dh time kne telan budu tu. telur mentah dh penah dh..ok je asenye. tp part budu ni mcm x berani je. x biasa ngan budu. and not really into it. sorry kelantanese,bukan apa..x reti makan. sambal belacan pn aku x mkn...huhuu~


tadi teringin nk kayuh beskal round2 kat check point. tp naek keta en.wan je pegi round2. naseb baek gak la naek keta. kalau kayuh beskal, mau lenguh kaki punggung segala. check point ada smpai kat padang minden sana nu..lalu muzium segala. its good for 1st year student cz dgn ni  depa dh dpt merasa round usm dgn beskal. best wooo~ dulu time training cycling before pegi cycling kat kelantan, kitorang training naek sampai muzium, HEP yg lama, pusing merata. time turun dr hep tu mmg masyuuuuukkkkk abes la sbb x pyh kayuh lgsg. ready dgn break je. then nikmati angin. J tp kaki pn masyuuuukkk jgk la sakitnye.huhu~


cycling settle, orienteering settle, tunggu X-HOLE pulak sabtu depan. tp xde pn pegi training. sbb xtau nk training ape.. *bajet dh fit padahal kaki baru je baek* dok pujuk abg ipin the legend dgn kwn dia si zul tu join skli. xtau la depa jadi join ke x...nti nk sambung pujuk balik sebab maybe x-hole is the last project yg aku akan join. erm..still considering of joining X-SAYAM (xpdc gunung stong & ayam at kelantan). stong sgt cantek.. air terjun dia....fulllaaaammak! mmg tgk pic je pn jadi teringin sgt nk join. abg ipin ajk join sayam, but i'm not sure yet since kaki baru je baek.. tapiiii.........teringin.............tp kaklong xmo join sayam,awal2 ag beliau dh cakap.. *kuciwa* hurm..maybe akan kasi nama for sayam if i'm fit enough to climb the flag hill *eh?bukit bendera kan senang..kaklong and syamirudin, bila mau panjat bukit bendera?hehee..* oh, btw, X-HOLE is xpdc masok gua wang burma di perlis. 2 days 1 night punya trip. dh penah cite sikit kat entry ni dulu. and this is the poster. 
activity: caving excitement
*memang exciteddd!!!*
xtau lah nape lately ni aku macam suka outdoor pulak. tp badan x parallel dgn hati. hati mau, tp badan x mampu. means x berapa nk tahan lasak. jatuh sikit lebam. excessive exposure to sunlight, burn. sengal. tp aku x kisah. sakit kejap je nanti ok lah..haha. *sebab tu kot asyik kne kata buas je kat kem..wuwu* KF aka abg fami ckp nk few juniors ntok program berakit. but dia x bagitau bila pulak. kang kne time aku practical, x best lah. walaupun berakit kurang best dr berkayak, tp still enjoy jugak. J


finally, this is the only pic of me for today's event.


Miss Iqen
KRU
*nama kat tag..hehe*

Friday 25 November 2011

topic utama: JANGAN TUNJUK SANGAT YG KAU TU BODOH

sorry la topic utama ni straight forward sgt.


kalau kau x suka aku, aku x kisah.


sebab aku pun x suka kau.


jgn igt kau ramai gang, aku alone, aku nk dgr segala ckp kau yg penuh dgn ayat-ayat biadap, maki-maki, lucah-lucah tu.


hey, kalau kau x leh nk come out dgn idea yg berguna, jgn nk sangkal idea org je.


aku kasi idea, kau sangkal, ckp belakang. then bila pegawai re-explain apa yg aku ckp, ade pulak kn kau nk sangkal?


guna otak lah.


aku tau aku xde pangkat. aku bukan exco. aku bukan pengarah projek ke hape. tp aku one of this committee. and even u don't welcome me, i don't mind, cause i did this because my FRIEND ask for my help.


belajar professional sikit.


belajar hormat org walaupun org tu kecik and x berpangkat.


kalau aku x professional, igt aku nk mengadap muka kau tiap-tiap minggu?


lagi baek aku blek umah dari ngadap muka kau la wei.


aku tulih banyak2 pun macam la kau nk baca kan?


tp aku peduli ape, aku punya blog. kalau kau baca, aku x happy mana pun. just puas hati je dpt lepas geram.


ps: ini entry lepaskan geram. mintak maap atas kekasaran bahasa. bahasa kasar hanya akan keluar bila berdepan dgn org yg kasar dan bangang. utk orang2 yg sye syg, sye xkn berkasar dgn anda. jgn isau.

Thursday 24 November 2011

burn baby burn!

hitammmmm!!!
eh, x. coklattttt!!!!
aiseh. dh la mmg dh coklat2. pegi cycling pulak.
makin coklat berbelang.
now sgt obvious belang.
dh macam pakai gloves.
walaupun dh dekat seminggu abes event.
aiyakkk~~
bila mau same tone dgn muka nihhhh....
jari manis siap ade line light coklat sbb pakai cincin.
kalau muka burn taruk whitening ble la ok blek.
tp dh penah try sapu2 whitening cream kat tgn ni xde nye nk cerah.
nipu je whitening cream nih.
sabtu ni ade orienteering pulak.
duduk diam2 kat tmpat teduh je aci x?
*nipu.nanti nmpk beskal xde sape naek mst aku gatai2 nk kayuh*
=.='

kaklong pegi rakit besok.
xtau la dia dh beli sunblock ke blom.
mau kasi aku punye tp beliau xmo.
nk beli yg kecik la ape la.
ketegaq.
5 hari berakit.
gila tough.
huhuuu~
kaklong, sila jaga diri.
adek, jgn garang2.
moga kalian baek2 aje di sana.
 =)

ps: i'm doing good now. please don't worry bout me. and thanks for ur attention. we'll see each other later when both are free. :)

this is so TRUE. and this is LIFE.






a smile can hide all the pain.

but once the tears fall, a smile means nothing.

cause i can't endure the pain anymore.

even if i smile.

random thoughts.

kadang-kadang, bila baru kenal, segalanya indah.
setiap masa nk bersama.
tp bila dh lama, mcm dh boring pulak.
perkenalan itu indah.
jgn akhiri dgn air mata.

utk orang-orang yg sye sayang, sila jaga diri.

Monday 21 November 2011

dh neutral. :)




loves ice-cream damn much.
although the percentage of air is higher than everything inside.

cornetto is more than enough to make me feel wayyy better.
dolu-dolu paddle pop saje. now dah up cket.
nk baskin every time masa down mmg la x boleh nk survive sampai end of sem.
kami warga pt. cornetto pn dh kira mahal..
hahahahaha~

ps: thanks kaklong & cik rumate. saranghae! ♥ ♥ ♥

Sunday 20 November 2011

update kali ke-3 hari ahad.

today is sunday.
sunday yg dh nk abes.
dh dekat maghrib dh pn.
kalau ikut kalendar islam, dh nk msok hari laen dh ni.
moga Allah panjangkan umur lagi utk menempuh hari esok yg bakal busy.

i did nothing today.
sebab today is sunday.
hari utk rehat.
tp malam nti sambung buat kerja.
before that mau cornetto-date dgn kaklong dulu.
dua-dua sibuk plus tensi dgn mcm2 minggu lepas.
so cornetto-date ni mcm mau neutralkn blek kepala otak ni.
hihi.

dh kasi details kat nanex the pengarah projek for X-HOLE
sebab dh x tahan membendung kejelesan tgk mereka sibuk2 nk pegi berakit.
kaklong x pegi x-hole.
beliau akan bz menjaga anak2 dlm plate kat lab tu.
xpe kaklong, nti kakngah blek bwk ole-ole eh..
dlm poster kan kte shopping kat wang kelian.
tp xtau la nk shopping mendenye bila dh penat2..huhu
now every weekend dh ada program.
sama je mcm sem lepas.
konon sem ni nk lepak-lepak dlm blk weekend tgk movie, study (kunun2) dan bergolek-golek sepanjang hari.
well, u can never follow what u've plan for.
just follow the flow.
and this is me.
bout few weeks back, i said i can't join this activity.
but today, in few minutes, i gave my details to nanex.
ya Allah, mudahkan segala urusanku. :)

few weeks ahead punya event.

few days ahead punya event.

ps: bila hati dah suka, susah.

another entry at 4.30am

thanks buat pemilik blog ni.
dh dapat connect internet.
proceed with my second lab report.
oh lab report. i'm spending the whole night doing u.
it's ok.
after meeting besok nk qado tdo.

2 am

it's 2am and i'm still wide awake.
i hate u damn report.
bye.

Saturday 19 November 2011

Cycling Tour Penang Island

Alhamdulillah, everything run smoothly. event yg sgt meriah sbb ratus-ratus punya basikal are on road for hours and puluh-puluh punya kilometer. pusat sukan usm to masjid sg.batu aku x cycle, kayuh start lepas majlis perasmian at masjid sg.batu. around 12 lebih kot. TENGAH HARI rembang ok. panasnye xpyh bg tau la. nk celik pn seksa. burn apetah lagi. tp kiah kata aku x burn pn. just tadi amek precaution step: apply lip balm. well,aku ni x maen lah burn kat pipi hidung bagai. lips jugak yg matahari aim nk kasi burn. and kalau nktau, lips kalau burn dia bukan jadi hitam ok. SWELL. yes, it will swell till u end up can't open your mouth and kene inject dekat bontot. dem, i hate that memories. ok,kembali ke alam nyata. so tadi aku cycle from masjid sg.batu-permatang damar laut-queensbay-sg.nibong-usm. xde la jauh sgt pn sebab x start dr awl. kalau total from beginning baru la 40++ km..so aku nye km half je la..huhu~ kat kelantan ag jauh dlu, 86km tp dua hari. balik je usm semua pakat xleh jalan tegak..haha. tadi kejap je cycling, isau2 jugak pasal luka ni. tp x ase sakit pn.so go on je lah..nk stop sayang pulak dh dekat. kaklong ganti adek sbb adek dh injured. mula-mula nk kayuh2 dengan kaklong tp nanex dok suruh laju-laju cepat-cepat. so pecut lah. toleh blkg xde rupa kaklong pn. "beskal kiah rosak lah" tu je nanex jwb. so aku pn keboringan kayuh la laju-laju dan berlakunya adegan nyelit-nyelit potong memotong..ngeh3~ aku memang camni. kat kelantan pn camni. pasang lagu kuat-kuat sbb xmo kalah ngan bunyi keta moto lori bagai, laju-laju kayuh then relax. pastu kayuh lagi. potong org tu org ni..babai2 kt budak2 tu..haha. mai area tinggi je slow yg amat. pastu turun laju-laju then kayuh-kayuh potong orang..suka sukaaaa! hahaha!
sesampainya di usm, jalan senget2 sbb dh lama x kayuh beskal. baru kayuh cket dh pewai. sape suruh x practice. x warm-up. err...i do not plan to cycle at first. tp sampai dekat pusat suka tengok budak2 amek beskal sorang satu jeles gile. sgt jeles. nk kayuhhhhh~~! and lepas perasmian ade dh budak2 yg serik nk kayuh, so ade beskal yg x bertuan. ape ag. kayuh lah..hehe. dgn pakai jeans and sandal, aku bantai jugak kayuh. haha. tp not bad lah. just kadang2 kalau x careful, kaki jeans tu macam mau sangkut kat rantai beskal je. so mmg tdi hati2 habes lah. kayuh pn pakai hujung2 kaki. still takot jadi pape kat luka tu. sebab x totally recovered ag. just dh boleh jalan jejak saje. and naseb baek nothing happen to my kaki and now feel like i'm totally recovered! hehee.. *dah mcm nyesal tarik diri ntok X-Hole --> xpdc masuk gua kat perlis 4-6 dec ni.maap nanex,xdpt join.takot x ok ag...*

majlis pelepasan at pusat sukan usm

ini kaklong sye.


two pic for this event. and i don't take even a picture of me. lupa. huuuu~
okeh. cycling dh settle. next weekend orienteering pulak. USM NORTHERN REGION ORIENTEERING CHALLENGE 2011. not as participant but urusetia. mmg xkn maen lah sbb aku x minat orienteering. kne tgk kompas bagai. xbest lah. dlu dh penah join kat bukit tambun,tp x tgk kompas pn..haha. actually sgt kasihan kat siti as the pengarah projek sbb dia x cukup tenaga kerja. and again,  i'll be the Cik Protokol. but no kiah because dia pegi berakit. muka kami berdua mmg muka protokol. xdpt kiah, siti aim aku pulak..huhu.

ok lah. seharian dh ber'lagha' dgn beskal. tonight get back to work. LAB REPORT yg hampeh.taaaa~

ps: thanks kaklong sbb ada hari ni. actually mcm dh down sbb kamu ckp mau balik kedah mse event ni.
pps: cornetto x dpt ag nih. dh nk abes sabtu dh nih.camne camne?

mari berkayuh!

yeahh!
the day has come!
mari berkayuh!
err,hello...bkn pegi ngan van ke?
sape nk pegi setting tempat utk mjlis perasmian?
Cik Protokol 1 (kiah) and Cik Protokol 2 (me) sila kayuh lepas perasmian.

kaki dah baek. dh buleh jalan jejak-jejak x jengket sgt.
sok dh buleh kayuh laju-laju dh asenye..
hahaahaha

dh set alarm 4 + 3. mintak2 x payah tunggu off semua baru bgn.
kiah set alarm ke x tahu lah. dh lena pn budak nih.
oh, again tonight tdo bilik kiah. sebab cik rumate beliau xde, ade usrah.
maka tdo sini memandangkan tadi tgk al-hijab yg bosan tu dgn kiah.

time to golek dan tutup mata.
monin guys!

tema hijau sebab cycling go green..haha

Friday 18 November 2011

jumaat di library

its a lovely friday people!
and i'm spending my few hours here, in the library. PERPUSTAKAAN HAMZAH SENDUT 1 (PHS 1) USM. don't gelak2 nama library usm okeh. walaupun dlu masa 1st year puas gelak nape la nama library ni camni..huhu~
sejuk..tp not that sejuk sampai ketaq2 sebab i'm not studying in the discussion room. kalau dok dlm discussion room mmg siap tgn beku2 x dapat pegang pen and end up dgr saje discussion cz i can't write anything. dok tiup2 hembus2 gosok2 tgn nk hilangkn sejuk je..huu~ but now i still can hold a pen, which i do not do because what i need to do is just type2 sebab dok buat lab report sambil download lagu. err..baru download 1 lagu lah. tiba2 teringat kat lagu Bila Cinta by Gio, ost Lagenda Anak Setan. owh, this song is so sweet. both the lyrics and rhythm. sambil nguap2 buat lab report best jugak layan lagu jiwang. bukan selalu..lalala~


one more lagu i downloaded, Satu Malaysia. the lyrics are so meaningful. and this song reminds me of PERIKians. and i miss them, all of them. another thing reminds me of perik is my wound which is getting better but buruk. T_T

oh lab report, i do not hate u but why u keep making my eyes wanna tutup2? even my eyes are small or in other word is sepet, i still can open my eyes wide so early in the morning but as i started doing lab report, mesti sepet se sepetnye... -____-

enough. back to work. few hours left.

oh, one more thing. today dh 18 nov. one month left but paperwork x approve lagi.benci. okbai!

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hinggaku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh

Dalam harapan

done and not done

done with one assignment. another two lab reports are waiting. but i can't open my eyes anymore. it's getting sepeter (more sepet maybe?) now..time to go to bed. eh, i'm doing work on bed lah. but not my bed, it's kaklong's. because i'll sleep here tonight. settle editing the talking points for this saturday's event. she'll not be here this saturday. so no ice-cream after the event. :(
next time maybe. both of us are super busy lately. but still, we can laugh and merapu all the time.

enough. sleep time. daaaa~

Thursday 17 November 2011

:)

dear someone far away,
please be good there.
there no point of writing it here cz
i think u never read my blog.
and i rarely write anything bout u.
its just that i've written everything bout u all over my heart.
imy.

Wednesday 16 November 2011

maen masak-masak dlm lab!

seharian di lab processing. hari ni kne buat roti..menarik dan best. dgn lab partner yg hanya ada seorang, kami berjaya jugak hasilkn bun yg sedap..ngeh3~ abes kat lab jugak asenye..kenduri roti ramai2 dgn kwn2 yg wat experiment laen skli dgn graduate assistant (GA) pn mkn roti sapu jem. jem tu budak2 group laen nye experiment. sedap. hehee..~


bahan-bahan yg diperlukan ialah tepung, gula, garam, shortening, bread improver, telur, yeast, susu tepung and air.
bahan x cukup ag nih....


daannnnnn......ni lah hasilnye.....
gambar full ade kat lab partner la pulak... =.='


then dh settle wat texture, colour and sensory test, GA mntk tolong dia get ready bahan-bahan ntuk shooting for documentation division. memandangkan malam ni punya class dh cancel, maka tolong pn no hal lah.. :) takat nk timbang-timbang, blakon macam dok buat lab, no problemo lah. hehee..


pastu GA ckp mau buat apple pie. macam best je wat apple pie dlm lab. kat umah pn x pnah try wat..ni nk wat dlm lab pulak...best nih..hehe. but i just help him with few things mcm potong buah, kacau2 apple, tolong tgk dia fold and isi filling bagai and paling penting, aku la tukang habeskan..hahaha.


firstly, potong buah apple. kitorang guna apple ijau sbb lecturer kasi apple ijau. 4 biji je.. around 250g asenye. but if u wanna do at home, do get more apples cz 4 biji ni actually x cukup. potong apple jadi cube or nipis-nipis. kalau rajen and nk sedap lagi, buang kulit apple tu. because the cooking process will be much faster if the kulit is removed. tadi x removed, so lambat la sikit part masak apple tu. kejap ag msok part masak. and kalau kulit x remove, nti masa makan akan terasa la kulit apple tu. kalau potong apple tu cube2 lagi cantek.


masak terus macam ni dlm periuk...ijauuuu~


next, cook the apple. boh sikit je minyak dlm periuk. then put all the apples inside and cooke it till the colour of the apples turn to brownish..time masak ni, the juice from the apple will come out. to make it easier for the juice to come out, remove the kulit. sbb tu la kata nti cepat sikit masa nk masak. kena tunggu sampai apples tu layu, kecut and very the lembik and also brown.




very the brown and very the lembik already.

lepas tu, lepas tu..mix kan corn starch dgn serbuk cinnamon, marjerin and gula. pastu gaul skli ngan apples yg dh lembik nih. kejap je gaul-gaul bg sebati then tutup api, angkat periuk.


dh siap add on sugar, cinnamon powder and marjerin.


actually sampai je kat step ni, dh tgk pastry ntok pie ni dh siap. bila la GA ni buat...x sempat tgk pn..huhu.





pastu isikan apples yg baru diangkat dr api tdi.


penuhkan pastry dgn pie filling.

then amek top layer pastry utk tutup pie.
tutup penuh2 rapat2....then masok oven!
and...pooooffffff!!! dh siappp!!

tp lama jugak la dlm oven ni..smpai aku xtau nk kemas and basuh perkakas ape ag dlm lab tu. sedap jugak..walaupun buat x ikut sukatan, pakai hentam je. but if next time nk buat, kne kurangkan cinnamon powder sbb the smell and taste of the cinnamon powder stronger than apple. dh macam cinnamon apple pie pulak..huhu. tp x kisah lah. 1st try. shouldn't expect everything 1st trial to be perfect. :)

thanks Mr.GA for the whole day 11.00 am to 6.30pm in processing lab today! enjoy tp penat. tp x ngape. new experience. :)



tuesday blues

assalamualaikum dan selamat malam.
dh nak pagi pn..baru balik bilik tp gatai nk update jugak. yup, baru je balik bilik. bukak pintu bilik tgk roommate dh tergolek on the way to her dream world. tiap-tiap mlm pn mcm ni. jeles tau jeles tau! nk jugak bergolek-golek depan laptop layan movie sambil makan mister potato.tapi...kul 12 baru nk menapak masuk blk, bukak laptop, tgk fb. pastu sambung wat keje laen. proposal still x lepas. budget ni..benci tau..i suka duet tp i benci lah budget2 nih...ish.


test dh abes. lepas ni byk lab report dgn assignment nk kne submit. maka sila jgn berpoya-poya sgt. tp tdi baru je nk date dgn kaklong..cornetto date dgn kaklong lepas abes cycling..hehe. oh, i really need ice-cream now. sgt suka makan ice-cream di kala diri ini kepenatan dan kestressan.


hari ni dlm sejarah betul. 3 meeting dlm 1 hari. terbaek lah. walaupun bukan meeting formal korporat2 bagai tp meeting sgt meletihkan and buang masa. kalau dlu masok meeting dgr org ckp bebel2 mcm2 tp wat x heran sambil amek tepon maen sms or maen game tp skang xleh dh. sbb sendiri yg nk kne cakap. camne nk maen game bagai?


sakit kaki. serius sakit. turun bus je terseliuh sikit..alahai.camne nih? turun bus pn ble terseliuh. dua kali pulak tu. pegi pusat sukan berkali-kali. naek tangga berkali-kali, naek jejantas pn berkali-kali. huaaaaaa....nk golek-guling atas katil tido puas-puas....... :(


alah, kalau xde keje pn sendiri yg carik keje..so now xpyh nk merungut. enjoy ur life puas-puas. sem depan dh nk kne g practical. ntah tercampak ke mana la...


sudah. mau mandi. sangat amat busuk. bai.


ps: curik tajuk kaklong. dia punye sunday blues..haha

Monday 14 November 2011

i'm not ok.

yes, i'm not ok.
kepala x ok.
hati x ok.
perasaan x ok.
kaki x ok.
everything is not ok.
aaaarrrghhhhhhh!!!!

cerita pagi sampai petang.

assalamualaikum.
isnin yg cerah masa celik mata. dh siap, turun keluar dr saujana, still cerah. tp nmpk mcm awan kaler bukan biru dan putih makin bergerak ke arah aku. haii..nk teman kite pegi kelas ke ncik awan? tp kan, kite dh pakai sunblock. spf 50+ ag. asenye kalau kne cahaya matahari pn ok jek. duduk diam2 lah kat sane wahai ncik awan. kite buleh pegi sniri. =.="


sedang jalan x berapa nk slow sebab dh agak lambat, tiba-tiba terasa titis-titis air hujan. oh no! jgn la ujan ag! xde payung nih..huaaaa!! tunggu la sampai jejantas dlu kejap..sikit je ag.....nk lari pn xleh. kaki mcm x ble nk dibawak berlari saje. ditambah pulak dgn berbaju kurung. hampeh betol lah. T_T


sampai jejantas, baju dh ade banyak titik-titik ujan. lalu atas jejantas lagi best. angin bukan maen galak lagi bertiup kencang. melempias air hujan melencuni diri ini...huk3. nk payungggg.........dlm kpla otak dok pk camne nk jalan pegi DK sebab bus stop kat seberang jalan nti. and thank to Allah sebab ade jugak kwn2 sekelas baru nk naek bus. buleh la numpang dipayungi..hehe


sampai BT 143. sejuk. kepala bakal ngeng sbb kne ujan. redha je la. sape suruh x cepat-cepat beli payung lepas dh lingkup 1 before blek cuti. dok teragak-agak nk beli payung lutsinar kat Daiso pulak hari tu. ni cody nye pasal la.ckp x elok pulak..."kalau payung tu comel tp tuan yg pakai x comel x elok jugak laa" ngek punya budak kecik. aku tau hg baca blog aku, so kira aku x ngumpat hg la kn?haha. :P


kepala yg ngeng..sila cepat-cepat ok ye. malam karang nk kne study. besok test. 2nd test IEK212. sampai skang x sentuh buku ag pn. tolong la paham apa yg blaja mlm ni...huuu~


dalam sejam lagi aku bakal serahkan projek kraftangan. semalam siap touch up bakul kasi ade handle lagi..siap ada riben lagi..hehee. 
sweet kan? haha.boleh buat bakul hantaran kaklong nanti.haha


wound. dh kering sgt sampai boleh tarik-tarik keruping2 bekas luka dlu. lapisan atas saje yg xleh bercantum dah. now time to remove the dead kulit, so that bila jalan pijak-pijak xde la rasa keras part luka tu. cepat lah baek. weekend ni ade cycling tour island. kalau buleh mau jugak cycle2... :)


nk siap-siap pegi ko-k. ok bai.

Saturday 12 November 2011

risau. takot. segan.


risau akan perasaan sendiri.
risau akan perasaan kamu.
risau akan macam-macam.

takot hati akan goyah.
takot akan goyahkan hati kamu.
takot akan macam-macam.

segan sgt dgn kebaikan kamu.
segan sgt dgn perilaku kamu.
segan sgt dgn diri kamu.
dan segan akan macam-macam tentang kamu.


please, i'm not comfortable with this.

Friday 11 November 2011

my ko-k is kraftangan.. :)

assalamualaikum dan selamat petang.


tulih entry skang ni pon sebab mood tgh swing. well, ade la manusia-manusia yg menyakitkan hati aku hari ni. dah la arini jumaat, date cantek punye, 11/11/2011. but ade aku kisah arini date cantek ke x? status fb 20 jam yg lepas, "everyday is special if u know how to make it special". but today, not really special for me. x kisah lah..


yg penting, hari ni task for my craft class dh siappppp! :D oh, i'm damn happy! sebabnye benda alah ni mmg renyah. well, when u enroll this course, u'll know it. actually bukan nk ckp class ni x best. sgt best sebenarnye. exciting. because u'll learn something different. something that u won't do every single day of ur life.


nama kursus: KRAFTANGAN
kod kursus: WCC 110

nota kaki: sila ambil perhatian maklumat di atas jika anda berminat untuk enroll kursus tersebut. terima kasih.


ok, first punya first punya task for this ko-k course is to make a card, or whatever benda untuk tulih pasal diri sendiri. mcm kad ntok biodata la...but have to make it very nice, very creative. tp disebabkan aku ni x creative sgt pn, maka ni je la hasilnye.....


taaaadddaaaaaa~~~


ala-ala perutusan diraja gitu...hahahaha~~


haa...terpampang date birthday aku. puas hati..haha


special thanks to kak ayuni for the kain, riben, benang and jarum. nanti iqen kasi blek ye benang ngan jarum tu..hehe. next credit ntok kiah, for the paper yg ade love2 tu. amek kat dinding blk beliau. tu yg budak sem lepas tampal kat blk tu..huhu. so segalanya bahan terpakai. xde la nk beli-beli. membaziau...haha.


second task is the sulaman manik. tp postpone dlu kejap sebab time cikgu bg ntok wat sulaman tu bape minggu tah. so the next week tu kne buat ORIGAMI. well, i do love doing this lipat-lipat thing. tp ini origami punya bukan calang-calang. takat lipat buat topi ngan kapal terbang tu x payah amek class kraftangan lah.


cikgu kasi 1 set instruction ntok origami. in 1 hour 30 minutes, siapkan sebanyak mungkin origami. lipat punya lipat ade la 4-5 ekor aku siap. haa, bukan topi2 ok..origami ni kebanyakannye binatang. ade la benda laen tp mcm payah je...mls aku nk buat.haha. and for the first time in my life, i folded a love shaped origami. =) tp x simpan pn sebab kasi dekat orang.


instruction ntok buat heart. ('',)


ni task paling aku x leh tahan. sulaman manik. aku ni x bape minat jahit-jahit nih. maybe sebab aku ni jenis yg cepat boring kalau kne tumpu kat sesuatu tu lama-lama. and sebab tu lah setelah berkurun lamanya berusaha gigih nk siapkan sulaman manik ni, finally...finally siapppp pun! :D keriangan yg dirasai setelah sulaman ni siap ternyata mampu membuat aku lupa akan kesusahan dan kepayahan sepanjang proses menyiapkan sulaman ni...*ayat xbley blah*


disebabkan semua orang punya idea ialah BUNGA, maka aku xmo wat bunga. x ke cikgu boring nanti tgk berpuluh student hantar sulaman manik bermotipkan bunga je..and this time, special thanks to my roommate yg gila akan ANGRY BIRD. maka aku pn buat je lah burung yg suka marah itu. ag pn angry bird kan tgh panaaasss di pasaran skang ni...hahaa.
ni lah proses nye:


bahan-bahan asas: MANIK & LABUCI
labuci merah ni kak fasha sponsor..makaseh! :)

one and half hour ntok siapkan paruh dia saje.. =.=
and for few weeks rupa dia cenggini je. haha. gila malas.
baru ada few lines merah-merah itu...
igt senang ke? labuci merah-merah tu kne jahit satu-persatu. kalau manik buleh la sumbat 4-5 bijik sekali jahit 1 row. ngantuk giler buat menda alah ni. so nk hilangkan ngantuk, buat sambil tgk drama. mana la aku x lambat. paham-paham saje lah mata nk tumpu kat mana. =.=

kegigihan melanda di kala x dapat idea and blurr nk buat lab report.
dari kul 2 lbh sampai dekat subuh wooo buat nih..

merah-merah settle! :D
date of ke-settle-an: thursday, 10th nov.
yeayyyy!!! all labuci for angry bird dh siapppp!
lokasi settlekan: clinic khoo. 11th nov
dh agak mst laaaama punya kne tunggu turn nk jupe doc, so bawak lah angry bird ni. siap jugak akhirnya.hehe


daaaa siiiaaaaaaaapppppp!!!! :))
yg ni mmg dh siap di touch up and make it presentable kat cikgu.
ready to tampal kertas tulih nama je kat blkg tu.
bakal di submit senin ptg nti..hehee
i guess this is the final task. anyaman bakul rotan. ade dh update sikit pasal anyaman ni dlm entry nih. tp tu masa awal2 buat. the next week, bakul tu pn siap la..hehe.

bakul yg dh siap di touch up. :)

side project. ni yg org buat lapik casserole tuh.

the hardest part. gila sakit tgn nk hold and lilit so that anyaman x jarang mcm gigi adek kak fasha..*ni perumpamaan yg diberi oleh kak fasha.*

there u go! ready to submit this monday! :)

fuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh! penuh dgn pic saje entry nih. ni je yg aku blaja dr ko-k kraftangan. ni yg zahirnye je. yg tersurat dan terlihat. kalau bab tersirat dan berselirat, belambak okeh. mmg orang-orang yg nk buat keje-keje kraftangan ni bkn kne creative je, tp kne GIGIH, rajen je x cukup. then kne FOKUS. yg paaaaaaaling penting SABAR dan REDHA serta PASRAH bergunung-ganang. so later on kalau nk beli hasil kraftangan kat kedai or expo-expo ke, jgn nk merungut mahal. sbb korang x ase cene susahnye nk hasilkan sesuatu barangan kraftangan.

never cross my mind that i can do any of this. believe in urself. Allah kurniakan setiap manusia berbeza kebolehan dan kekurangan. accept urself and accept others.

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