cutiiiiiiiii~~~!

hai. sekarang cuti mid-sem. officially 1 week, tp mcm kne blk awal ke usm sbb selasa depan ade test. killer paper iaitu IEK212 (dh gtau nama penuh paper tu dlm post yg lepas). ni 2nd test punye. mesti lebih suusah dr 1st test. of course lebih susah sbb lebih byk chapter yg masok. so lebih byk yg kne study. tp sebijik pn x paham sbb dlm lecture asyik blurr. maka, harus lah blek usm awl untuk study dgn kawan-kawan. *thanks dear classmates sbb sudi beri tunjuk ajar...wuuu*

oh, sudah 2 hari berada di umah. perkara yg paling bahagia bila dok kat umah ialah tido. ngeh3~ mcm kat usm x byk tdo je..but actually kat usm mmg x byk tido pn. maka kat umah ni tido puas2 la..huhuu~ 

i spent my 1st day of holiday at hospital kepala batas cz my younger brother, kimi, demam yg mcm teruk je smpai mama suruh bwk dia ke spital. 38 degree celsius considered high la kot..so dia kne drip msok air. kasihan2.. i just can't imagine myself kne cucuk dgn jarum yg nk salurkan air tu ke bdn...takottt~~~

i hate jarum. =.=

alahai...celik la cket...huhu~

naek wheel chair je senang. kang kalau hg nk pengsan pn xpe..kalau x jenuh nk angkat. kalau ringan xpe la..ni berat pn ag berat dr aku..huhu. ur 1st time naek wheel chair kan? tingat 1st time aku naek wheel chair. 4 weeks ago, at hospital jitra..huhu. kalau x duk ats kusi roda time tu mmg aku pengsan dh...pantang kne cucuk mmg bintang2 je yg aku nmpk..haha.

kasihan nye.....

need to wait for about an hour 1 botol tu nk abes...but then doc still x kasi dia blk. sape suruh nk pitam nk muntah bagai..kan dh xleh blek ag..dh tu nk sebok2 bising2 nk blek..haish.

but alhamdulillah he's getting better. kalau dh buleh cari pasal dengan aku tu kira dh ok la. hampeh nye budak. mentang2 sakit, nk amek ubat amek air segala nk aku amekkan. xpe2, aku kasi chance la sbb hg sakit kan...sila la buli aku puas2....grrrr~~~

2nd day of cuti is raya haji. but till now not even a ketupat masok dlm perut lagi. still don't have the feeling to eat ketupat. last year raya haji kat usm dgn kwn2 sebab mls blek. xdpt cuti pnjg pn..just 1 hari tu je..dekat exam pulak tu kalau x silap. okeh, back to raya of this year. hari raya haji not so meriah. sebab cousin sume x balik.and  kakak celebrated her raya with her husband and in-laws kat melaka. so ade 7 of us saje kat umah. mcm sedih je dia hantar msg 'save me some ketupat'. yelah, 1st time x raya dgn family..but she must be really happy there. :)

as usual, pegi umah tok at tikam batu. dekat saje..huu~

balik, guling-guling kemalasan. urrggghhhh! nape la byk pulak assignment ni....teramat lah sangat malas nk buat assignment+lab report bagai kat umah....

5 days left for holidays.

hopefully everything will be just fine.

amiinnnn. :)

week 4

sekejap je dh masok minggu ke-4...meaning dh 4 minggu la jalan jengket-jengket. hadeh...cepat lah baek. jangan lah mcm nk terbuka je bila nk try jalan jejak ke tanah...huk2.. >_<

tonight i'm going back home for my mid-sem break till next friday. need to come back here a bit early so that i can spend few days studying IEK212 - Process Heat Transfer. few friends will do the same because for us, this is a killer subject. urggghhhh! cepat lah habes IEK! no more next sem.......

ape mau buat ini cuti? errmmm...i have two assignments, two lab reports, and my craft projects- the sulaman and bakul rotan to submit after sem break. so there you go, plenty of work to do. 7 hari tu kejap je...tolak tido seploh jam sehari, melilau berpoya-poya ag, ngelamun, sms-ing, ape ag? last-last dh kne blek usm...huhu... T_T


and dear kaklong,
thanks for everything u said. i knew it...takot and isau. but i hope no such thing will happen. tapi xde sapa tau ape akan jadi in future. i'll behave. okeh! :)

ps: sye tau kamu syg sye...kaaannnnn? hehee... :P

to my dearest wound

please heal very soon.

because,

i wanna walk normally.

i wanna go cycling in about two weeks.

i wanna do outdoor.

and i have so much things to do.

i missed a lot of activities already.

so please be good okay?

with love,

     iqen   

recovery is a mental thing.

if u think u're well, u will be well.

ps: i'm trying to set my mind that it is fine for me to start walking normally now..but i'm still afraid. L